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gerak gerimu ku anggap ia satu penipuan.
semua tak kau hiraukan lagi.
mungkin dia yang bertakhta kini.

masa berlalu, kau biarkan.
ku tetap menanti, tiada jawapan.
apakah kesuratan?

hanya satu ku tahu, sebahagianku hilang kepadamu.

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ku hilang arahku.
hayatku bertemankan pilu.
kau tetap membisu.
sepi dan resah di jiwaku.




cant get thru law..
it's frustrating.
met up wid wani, hope she's fine.

i'm helpless.

a.week.

sigh. nk dekat seminggu da.. masih tkde pape pon. tkkn nk jadi PCT kn?.. habis tu? biarkan je ke?..

kite nk.. mungkin dier tknk kot?.. hmmmm..

bende ni bukan senang, susa sangat. tapi da buat survey. sebenarnye normal,tapi dorg tkkn faham. btol tk wani?.. so nk buat mcm mane?..

biler cube, dia buat situasi tu lagi susah.

jangan biarkan ia berakhir. selagi perasaan masih teguh.

ok?

so, sekarang ni.. tk bole buat ape da.. tunggu jer kalau dier nk.. :(

gong.

so today, once again i feel very very lethargic and i came bt half hr late fer class.. anw, class also haven strt.. today sat wid jiayu and nana.. nana dtg dgn story,whoohoo. hahaa.. all the while in the train,i felt reaaaly sleepy and tired. i just am so lethargic. enta asal ah these dayss,mepek seh. so i eventually got a seat at city hall which i was so graateful forr.. so i sleptt ah.. penat seh!.. and my eyes were tad bit painful.. reached dover at bt 9.15.. walked to class.. had intermodall.. as usual, this class nvr bothered to listen.. cos i think capt fadhil bit of cartooon ah.. hehehh.. but very cute though! was release early for lunch so we all went to fc1 ahh.. sourbelle makan nasi ayam popcorn. hahaa.. nt nasi babi la. lol. after that head to class feeling lethargic AGAIN. grrr. listened to song and waited capt lim to come.. his module today got gazilllioooon loadsa calculations! siao! then next class was capt sahwan, portss.. i like ports.. and my rep in his class da dwn de drain ahh.. hehh. i keep telling myself in his class,listen and dun be talkative and noisyyy.. but nooo.. go and play wid nana and sourbelle.. hehh.

paiseh lerr.

after that, was released an hr early. since da plan wid wan to head home so i gave him a call. wheeeeehee.. gerekss. met him at t4 therr.. then went back tgt wid him.. went to eat also.. sedap, but portion too much fer me uhh.. reached home.. oooh, got very WET a part of the day. hehehh. fun xper tho. ooh wells, nw gotta study fer csw test tmrr..

tooodles..

kalau tau, mati aku.

(hahaa.)

first day,sleepy day.

a very very sleepy monday to wake up to.. usually when i hav class at 8am,i'd have to leave class at ard 6.30 or so u knw.. buttt.. i was still asleep,just cudnt get myself up.. lazy plus tireddd glerr.

so obviously i was late gor gems class.. sheesh. by bt half hr.. oh wells.. but the class was fun though.. ms tan showed the movee troy, and usually nt my kinda movee, but i liked it. hehh.

will tryna find laterr..

so apart from that, classes today were ports, chartering and law.. err.. slept a bit in ports, wasnt really concentrating in charter and for law.. i triedd.. hehh.. law ended early, so me yt and sourbelle went to eat at Mc for a while.. then head home quickiee.. had lunch wid wan,amron and an.. dgr dorg bobal jer.. psal kene pukul la, bantai la.. bla bla bla.. hahaa.. abg2 la katakann..

and now, am just at home watchin 'what a girl wants' on okto. whoots.

ia bukan seindah kata, ia datang dari hati..

terima kasih ucan dari hati..

dangan harapan kekal abadi..

boooogis!

todaaaay, ii woke up late and missed class. shucks. think mum was pissed but aint that sure cos when i reach home,we were all ready to watch MANJALARA! best sangat!

loved de ending,all how it turned out.. xcept for one.. when manja ended up wid iskandarr. hahaa.

so anw, today was awesome! met up wid my lovely beloss. as usual, i was late to meet them at bugis fer movee,but when i gt ther ther was actually no movee to watch. and i got them cookies for being late.. sheesh.. walked to iluma,queue was looooong. freakin. and still nuthin to watch.. so,we went to EAT. hahaha.. wasnt that hungry cos i ate mee dat bro bought for me, but i ate cos why? i love to do so. hehh. we stayed ther for soooo long! hahaaa.. sampai de place was freaking pack seh. tu pon we still stayed, refuse to leave.
then we go walk walk walk at bugis street and junction.. me and wani got our own pain o jeans while dian gt her pair o shoooes.
den we lepak-ed at coffee bean. as usual, we just have soooo much to talk about!

all in all, belos are such dears!
tmr meeting wani!
yay!
callin kel in a bit.
wonder if he's still mad at me.. =(

toodlesss.

end of torture

so finally exam's overrr.. pheww. i did wad i could, nt reaaaally proud o some buuut.. oh wells.
had law just now, quite challenging.. so far, i'm worried bt law and ship management.. shucksss.
so,met wani for lunch at tnjg pagar.. wanted to meet up wid the odfjell aunties (hehh) but they went anoder place.. hopefully can meet up next wk.. tgt wid de abg2 and hopefully farhana tooo!
ahahahaa.. then went back to dover, took bus to ngee ann poly to meet kel.. passed me his laptop, talk for abit.. then gotta go off cos he's gotta do his proj stuffs.. and i gotta meet my mum and dad to see nenekk.. =)))

apart from that, i just need loadsa sleeeep and tv! (heh.)

wonder why i shed de tear when i heard the words from you.

ship management = crap

feeling just sooo bumped cos ship management turn out to be a freakin crap. mayb like wad kel said, mayb lect WANTED us to study crap. i know that lecturers arent actually suppose to give direct questions or watsoever but ugh. just felt so pissed off with the questionsss!!
and he din even give us any choice! all were compulsory! WT?!?! well, i knew that aactually but still. ugh. and thruout, i was sorta cursing lyf for giving this typa questionsss! insane shit! i dun know if my answers were there, or even if it is answering the questionss. haizz. but i'm crossing my fingers that it does. i'm just feeling verryyyy exhausted.

TMR! csw class at 8! i wanna skip BUT its an impt lesson BUT its 2 credit BUT i need to have at least a pass! aiyah! geram siott..
and speaking of geeram, i go home feeling bit geram wid wan. hahaa..

and i was so geram, that all my conversations to kel was just GRRRR from me. complain complain complain. and he nvr fails to make it more shitty than it alrdy is. hahaa. thankks WEI! and also for answering to my requests!!.. tlc. tooot. hahahaa..

okay,now gotta recap for blardy intermodals! if fadli's gonna give shit, i'll give him crap!..

cant wait to paint my room! eat to my fill, see nenek, go out wid belos! ooh, i wan go lunchie wid pc and see kak yati after she balik umraah.. confirm jambuuuus!

tooodles!

bumped.

i'm bumped. tired. lazy. cant be bothered.

hate it that i cant make it to cousins sleepover tonight. GRR.
shucks.

anugerah girls are good. law is such a pain in the toooot. i like csi and the brink of law!

i'm hungry, prawns are goooood.
ooh, i need chooocs.
i wan cuz day outtt!

See-T

i swear the next time siti nurhaliza ever comes to Singapore,i'm soooo there no matter how much it costs. sheesh.

*fingers crossed,pls come to s*